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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281   Yo. Another day passed. It was not an usual day. I ate a looot of oily food today. I guess it's alright since I didn't eat anything during the day and I observed fast on past two days. I worked on my music like every day. My mom and sister went to the temple early in morning but I went later . Still, I had to wake up around one and half hour earlier than my usual time. Its quite cold in the morning. I understand why people have already started wearing jackets and hoodies. But during the day, it can get very warm. My sister had terrible headache through out the day. It could be because of multiple reasons. She woke up early, couldn't take a nap or maybe because she went to the city yesterday and had to navigate through extreme traffic. But I took a long and great nap during the day. I also took some iq tests at night. I have been very curious about my iq. Even though I don't trust them completely, they can give me a rough estimate. The we...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 12

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 12

It was a normal day. I downloaded an app worth 75 gb in my cousin's shop. But then I did something... I deleted them accidentally. I feel so stupid and pathetic at myself. In last couple of days, it's been going not so well with my laptop. I spend the whole morning installing that app and then I deleted it in afternoon... Ahhhhhh....I want to die... Why am I so stupid?

Not only that, I haven' t written a word of my book in recent days. I am lying to my mom and telling her that I am doing it. Nothing is going well, to be honest. Even Google is rejecting every thing. Looks like I have to rob a bank or something. I don't really have any other choice.

Now, I have to download that app again... Hope I don't get scolded. I tried recovery software but every single one is in trial and they only let you see the deleted files... then, what's the fucking point? If I can't even recover a thing why call them recovery software. Everything is for money. I tried some free soft wares as well but they didn't show those files or weren't recoverable.

But that's not it for today. Last nigh, I put something on downloading on my mom's hotspot but I forgot to turn off my data. You might have guessed... My data vanished overnight, literally and saddest part is, the file wasn't even downloaded ... it failed because my data pack exhausted before the download finished.

Honestly, nothing is going my way. My aunt... keeps talking to her son whole day who is living abroad. Apparently, he is bored every time. I don't understand... why did she even send him if they can't live without talking to him. I am tired. Literally for hours, from morning till night, she keeps talking to him and when she is doing something, her husband does the job.

I just wish I can find a right way to earn money before 30th June, I hope... or... anyway, see ya. Forgive me fpr writing so much... I think it's going to stay that way from now... smh

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