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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1081

Memoir of the Loser- Day 1081  Yo. Another day passed. It was a long day because weather was quite bad today. It was sunny and hot. It did get better in evening because clouds appeared. But another thing appears at night... Mosquitoes. Summer hasn't even begun yet. I studied today as well. Quite a lot actually. My sister went to the city to go to the temple. I had asked her to buy the contact lens solution because I found out only last night that you are supposed to change it every time you wear lens. She was tired and didn't have any energy to go look for it. She did but a bag and slippers of herself tho...  Anyway, she will go on a trip tomorrow with my aunt. I pray it goes well. Today, my uncle's family wasted my and her time. We had to run several errands for them. The audacity to even ask us to do anything for them when they don't anything for us and when they don't even show gratefulness. Its amazing how people can be so shamless. And then when you stand up fo...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 12

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 12

It was a normal day. I downloaded an app worth 75 gb in my cousin's shop. But then I did something... I deleted them accidentally. I feel so stupid and pathetic at myself. In last couple of days, it's been going not so well with my laptop. I spend the whole morning installing that app and then I deleted it in afternoon... Ahhhhhh....I want to die... Why am I so stupid?

Not only that, I haven' t written a word of my book in recent days. I am lying to my mom and telling her that I am doing it. Nothing is going well, to be honest. Even Google is rejecting every thing. Looks like I have to rob a bank or something. I don't really have any other choice.

Now, I have to download that app again... Hope I don't get scolded. I tried recovery software but every single one is in trial and they only let you see the deleted files... then, what's the fucking point? If I can't even recover a thing why call them recovery software. Everything is for money. I tried some free soft wares as well but they didn't show those files or weren't recoverable.

But that's not it for today. Last nigh, I put something on downloading on my mom's hotspot but I forgot to turn off my data. You might have guessed... My data vanished overnight, literally and saddest part is, the file wasn't even downloaded ... it failed because my data pack exhausted before the download finished.

Honestly, nothing is going my way. My aunt... keeps talking to her son whole day who is living abroad. Apparently, he is bored every time. I don't understand... why did she even send him if they can't live without talking to him. I am tired. Literally for hours, from morning till night, she keeps talking to him and when she is doing something, her husband does the job.

I just wish I can find a right way to earn money before 30th June, I hope... or... anyway, see ya. Forgive me fpr writing so much... I think it's going to stay that way from now... smh

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