Memoir of the Loser - Day 14

Yo, it's been two weeks. Honestly, I am a little proud of myself that I haven't given up yet. Hope, I don't jinx it... Anyway, it was a tiring day. I had to move stuff from somewhere to our house... sus? I promise, it's not something wrong. Tomorrow is going to be same as well... pain...my shoulders are crying for help.

It was a cloudy day. One minute it was raining, then the next minute it was sunny. Apparently, it's going to rain tomorrow as well. Honestly, that's the only thing that makes me happy nowadays. 

Also, I had to sit on my uncle's shop for 2 hours because he had to go somewhere. Now... its one of the things I hate the most in this world. Why? First of all, whenever someone comes they ask me about where my uncle is. I tell them that he is gone somewhere. Then, they ask me when he will back. Even I don't know. But whatever time he says, he takes twice or thrice as much as that. 

Honestly, I even hate the idea of talking to strangers. Yes, I am a introvert... too much I would say. Anyway, I give them an estimate of when he can return. Normally, that's the end of it. But some even ask me to call him and ask... I am like, don't you have your phone? Why don't you call him? It's so annoying.

The worse part  is... after two weeks, he will be going abroad. His son is also in another country. So, guess what? He will ask me to open his shop in the early morning, sit there whole day and then close it late at night... for few days. It happened last year. I couldn't deny him but I will this year. No matter what happens, I will not sit there. I hate it1 But whenever I tell my aunt that I won't be sitting on his husband's shop... she says that I will have to. Her audacity but I know why she acts like that. It's because they have been feeding my family since dad died and they think of us as their servants.

Today as well, she was the one who told me to go to his shop. I denied but then, she kept bugging me and I had to go. I just hope that God breaks my arm or leg. That way I won't have to say anything and they will not be able to say anything. You might think that I am just being lazy but let me tell you, since my dad died my mom has been working for them and in recent years after my grandma died, it became worse. My aunt just watches TV while my mom works. And since his son went abroad, I have to do all the household work. But I have had enough. I want to get out of this shit hole. So, please pray for me.

Just now, I got a call from someone... In evening, I was searching for used laptops, so it was a seller. I obviously denied him since I was searching because I was curious. I can't really buy one right now. Why do I feel bad. Well.. that's it for today. I have to wake up and move some more stuff tomorrow. See ya:)