Memoir of the Loser - Day 17 

Hey yo! Another day passed and I did... nothing. Smh. I am kidding. But it was a boring day. I worked on my project, only a little bit though. It was a rainy day. Since, few days weather has been same. It would stay cloudy or rain from midnight till evening and then sky becomes clear. 

Today, mom went to the city to buy a bunch of stuff for home. She is a tailor and she can buy stuff for cheap in the city. My aunt went with her. You know, I told her that who is going to sit on his husband's shop since I won't be. She told me not to talk with her and about that and when my uncle asks me I can tell him myself instead of telling her.

She thinks that I am scared of him and I will have to do what he asks me. But she doesn't know that I am prepared. That guy can only swear and curse and it doesn't affect me a little bit. I couldn't care less. And if nothing works, I will fuking jump from the roof. Lol... I started learning something but that's a secret. Actually, I have wanted to learn it but I always drop it after starting. So, this time I will try to keep it a secret and tell you only after I learn it. 

Just now my mom told me something... my grandmother's brother's son died few months ago. Now, his wife is blaming his mother. She doesn't even give her food to eat and keeps blaming her that she is responsible for her son's death. Why are people like that... saddest part is she doesn't actually care about anyone except her. My mom asked her to come her for few days but her son's wife won't allow her. I wish I could help her but I can't even help myself. Please pray for her and me so that I don't have to sit on my dad's brother's shop... See ya :/