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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 17

Memoir of the Loser - Day 17 

Hey yo! Another day passed and I did... nothing. Smh. I am kidding. But it was a boring day. I worked on my project, only a little bit though. It was a rainy day. Since, few days weather has been same. It would stay cloudy or rain from midnight till evening and then sky becomes clear. 

Today, mom went to the city to buy a bunch of stuff for home. She is a tailor and she can buy stuff for cheap in the city. My aunt went with her. You know, I told her that who is going to sit on his husband's shop since I won't be. She told me not to talk with her and about that and when my uncle asks me I can tell him myself instead of telling her.

She thinks that I am scared of him and I will have to do what he asks me. But she doesn't know that I am prepared. That guy can only swear and curse and it doesn't affect me a little bit. I couldn't care less. And if nothing works, I will fuking jump from the roof. Lol... I started learning something but that's a secret. Actually, I have wanted to learn it but I always drop it after starting. So, this time I will try to keep it a secret and tell you only after I learn it. 

Just now my mom told me something... my grandmother's brother's son died few months ago. Now, his wife is blaming his mother. She doesn't even give her food to eat and keeps blaming her that she is responsible for her son's death. Why are people like that... saddest part is she doesn't actually care about anyone except her. My mom asked her to come her for few days but her son's wife won't allow her. I wish I could help her but I can't even help myself. Please pray for her and me so that I don't have to sit on my dad's brother's shop... See ya :/

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