Memoir of the Loser - Day 21

Yoho... it was a good day. I did a lot of work today physical and mental. Recently, I saw some images on pinterest that were created by AI. They looked so beautiful. So, I tried to found out how they created and what program was used to create those images but I didn't find anything on google. It was weird. Then.. I fell down the rabbit hole and found that they were created using a Chinese app. I used to have an account on that app but today, I got it blocked by mistake. I am an idiot. I don't understand Chinese obviously, so it was really tough.

 Also, looks like I will have to sit on my uncle's shop smh...Actually, I knew I would have to but I wasn't ready to accept it. I was in denial stage of grief and jumped straight through all other stages and landed on acceptance stage. Please God, break a bone in my body... I hope I get in an accident while driving, lol.

In morning, suddenly very strong wind started blowing and dark clouds covered the clouds but then it became sunny quickly and so hot. smh... Also, an old guy from my mom's village died today. I don't know if my mom will visit them but in recent times a lot of old people have died there, especially in the neighborhood my mom's sister lives.

By the way, it's been three weeks today since I started writing this diary, or a memoir... I don't know if someone is reading this right now because I am too scared to check the views because I feel like if I check and find that no one is actually reading, my heart will break. But if someone is indeed reading, thank you very much!  Well then, see ya:) (hopefully)