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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 23

Memoir of the Loser - Day 23 

Hey ya... so, another day passed. I did nothing today as well. I mean I did some work but apart from that I explored through latent space. It just means that I read tried some AI tools... it sounded so cool, didn't it?

Oh god, my sister is so annoying. She keeps messing with me and hitting me but whenever I even touch her, she shouts so loudly and calls for my mom. Then mom scolds me... smh. I hate her so much. Also, no matter how much I explain mom always thinks that it's always my mistake. She distrusts me so much... Why? Because I am a boy and physically stronger and yet I am the one getting abused. Okay, I will be honest, i do annoy my sister but only sometimes. Most of the time, it's her...

Also, my mom keeps telling me to cut my hair. I have told her many times that I am planning to grow out my hair but she just doesn't stop scolding me... According to her, it's only bad boys who grow out their hair. My hair aren't even that long. They reach slightly below my ears. I bought a trimmer last month just so I didn't have to go barber and I could trim my beard at home.

Ahhh, just 2 days are left until I can sleep peacefully because uncle is going abroad... I have talked bout it so much. Nothing bad has happened to me and I am completely fine. I wish something happens tomorrow and I break my leg or arm... Shit. I can't believe I am so desperate that I am wishing for my own pain. I am not a masochist, I promise. Anyway... that's it for today. SEE YA:)

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