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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 24

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 24

Yohooo... one more day passed. I did quite a lot of work today. Don't know if it will pay off though. It was so hot again today. And it's not going to rain for several days. Shit... I really wish it would rain forever like in weathering with you. Maybe not that much but still.

Anyway, mom went to a hospital with two more women from neighborhood. Her legs hurt, maybe it's because of her age. But she thinks that there is an underlying disease. I know what's the reason. She doesn't take care of her. She keeps sitting at one spot and doesn't exercise even a bit but she doesn't listen to me or anyone. Well, she has to go again tomorrow to get the reports. I hope that everything is alright.

But thing is that one of the woman she went with beat me as a child for no reason. I hate that bitch and I wish she picks a fight with me now. I will throw her in a gutter. That's where she belongs. I usually don't insult someone on looks but she is really ugly as well. Can't believe I got beaten by her. Also, mom keeps scolding me for no reason at all. Sometimes I feel like she gave birth to me only so I could earn money. I feel like a servant rather than her son. At times like this, I begin to hate her. 

My cousin asked my sister to do something for her. Actually she works with resin and shit so, he asked to make something for his friend. And for that his friend is giving much more than some one is supposed to. It's the last day I can sleep  peaceful because tomorrow he will be leaving... I hate my life. Well, thats it then, please pray for me, see ya :)

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