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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281   Yo. Another day passed. It was not an usual day. I ate a looot of oily food today. I guess it's alright since I didn't eat anything during the day and I observed fast on past two days. I worked on my music like every day. My mom and sister went to the temple early in morning but I went later . Still, I had to wake up around one and half hour earlier than my usual time. Its quite cold in the morning. I understand why people have already started wearing jackets and hoodies. But during the day, it can get very warm. My sister had terrible headache through out the day. It could be because of multiple reasons. She woke up early, couldn't take a nap or maybe because she went to the city yesterday and had to navigate through extreme traffic. But I took a long and great nap during the day. I also took some iq tests at night. I have been very curious about my iq. Even though I don't trust them completely, they can give me a rough estimate. The we...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 24

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 24

Yohooo... one more day passed. I did quite a lot of work today. Don't know if it will pay off though. It was so hot again today. And it's not going to rain for several days. Shit... I really wish it would rain forever like in weathering with you. Maybe not that much but still.

Anyway, mom went to a hospital with two more women from neighborhood. Her legs hurt, maybe it's because of her age. But she thinks that there is an underlying disease. I know what's the reason. She doesn't take care of her. She keeps sitting at one spot and doesn't exercise even a bit but she doesn't listen to me or anyone. Well, she has to go again tomorrow to get the reports. I hope that everything is alright.

But thing is that one of the woman she went with beat me as a child for no reason. I hate that bitch and I wish she picks a fight with me now. I will throw her in a gutter. That's where she belongs. I usually don't insult someone on looks but she is really ugly as well. Can't believe I got beaten by her. Also, mom keeps scolding me for no reason at all. Sometimes I feel like she gave birth to me only so I could earn money. I feel like a servant rather than her son. At times like this, I begin to hate her. 

My cousin asked my sister to do something for her. Actually she works with resin and shit so, he asked to make something for his friend. And for that his friend is giving much more than some one is supposed to. It's the last day I can sleep  peaceful because tomorrow he will be leaving... I hate my life. Well, thats it then, please pray for me, see ya :)

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