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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1081

Memoir of the Loser- Day 1081  Yo. Another day passed. It was a long day because weather was quite bad today. It was sunny and hot. It did get better in evening because clouds appeared. But another thing appears at night... Mosquitoes. Summer hasn't even begun yet. I studied today as well. Quite a lot actually. My sister went to the city to go to the temple. I had asked her to buy the contact lens solution because I found out only last night that you are supposed to change it every time you wear lens. She was tired and didn't have any energy to go look for it. She did but a bag and slippers of herself tho...  Anyway, she will go on a trip tomorrow with my aunt. I pray it goes well. Today, my uncle's family wasted my and her time. We had to run several errands for them. The audacity to even ask us to do anything for them when they don't anything for us and when they don't even show gratefulness. Its amazing how people can be so shamless. And then when you stand up fo...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 24

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 24

Yohooo... one more day passed. I did quite a lot of work today. Don't know if it will pay off though. It was so hot again today. And it's not going to rain for several days. Shit... I really wish it would rain forever like in weathering with you. Maybe not that much but still.

Anyway, mom went to a hospital with two more women from neighborhood. Her legs hurt, maybe it's because of her age. But she thinks that there is an underlying disease. I know what's the reason. She doesn't take care of her. She keeps sitting at one spot and doesn't exercise even a bit but she doesn't listen to me or anyone. Well, she has to go again tomorrow to get the reports. I hope that everything is alright.

But thing is that one of the woman she went with beat me as a child for no reason. I hate that bitch and I wish she picks a fight with me now. I will throw her in a gutter. That's where she belongs. I usually don't insult someone on looks but she is really ugly as well. Can't believe I got beaten by her. Also, mom keeps scolding me for no reason at all. Sometimes I feel like she gave birth to me only so I could earn money. I feel like a servant rather than her son. At times like this, I begin to hate her. 

My cousin asked my sister to do something for her. Actually she works with resin and shit so, he asked to make something for his friend. And for that his friend is giving much more than some one is supposed to. It's the last day I can sleep  peaceful because tomorrow he will be leaving... I hate my life. Well, thats it then, please pray for me, see ya :)

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