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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281   Yo. Another day passed. It was not an usual day. I ate a looot of oily food today. I guess it's alright since I didn't eat anything during the day and I observed fast on past two days. I worked on my music like every day. My mom and sister went to the temple early in morning but I went later . Still, I had to wake up around one and half hour earlier than my usual time. Its quite cold in the morning. I understand why people have already started wearing jackets and hoodies. But during the day, it can get very warm. My sister had terrible headache through out the day. It could be because of multiple reasons. She woke up early, couldn't take a nap or maybe because she went to the city yesterday and had to navigate through extreme traffic. But I took a long and great nap during the day. I also took some iq tests at night. I have been very curious about my iq. Even though I don't trust them completely, they can give me a rough estimate. The we...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 25

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 25

Ha... that day is here. In the end, I have to sit on mu uncle's shop. He will leave for Turkey tonight and tomorrow morning, I will have to go and open his shop. Seriously, I am so angry right now. Even God didn't listen to me and broke my arm or leg... smh. All that for nothing. I kept saying that I won't but I guess I didn't have any choice. It will keep going on like this unless I go away. 

That bastard is going abroad on a tour for free yet he is angry. I don't know what's his problem, no one is forcing him to go. He had a choice but I don't. Tonight I have to sleep early to wake up early... I hate everyone in this family...they are so selfish and care about only themselves. If possible I want to go away and never see them again. I will do that, soon.

Anyway, mom went to hospital to get the reports. Every thing is alright except for uric acid levels. Doctor have asked her to do light exercise everyday and eat healthy foods like usual. Now only she believes that she doesn't have a chronic disease or something. 

I will be honest, I was feeling really sad and angry but now that I have written everything here, I feel a little better because maybe someone is reading this and knows what's happening in my life. That gives me relief. So, if someone is reading this, thank you very much and ... please pray that I get past these five days in one piece. See ya :(

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