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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 25

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 25

Ha... that day is here. In the end, I have to sit on mu uncle's shop. He will leave for Turkey tonight and tomorrow morning, I will have to go and open his shop. Seriously, I am so angry right now. Even God didn't listen to me and broke my arm or leg... smh. All that for nothing. I kept saying that I won't but I guess I didn't have any choice. It will keep going on like this unless I go away. 

That bastard is going abroad on a tour for free yet he is angry. I don't know what's his problem, no one is forcing him to go. He had a choice but I don't. Tonight I have to sleep early to wake up early... I hate everyone in this family...they are so selfish and care about only themselves. If possible I want to go away and never see them again. I will do that, soon.

Anyway, mom went to hospital to get the reports. Every thing is alright except for uric acid levels. Doctor have asked her to do light exercise everyday and eat healthy foods like usual. Now only she believes that she doesn't have a chronic disease or something. 

I will be honest, I was feeling really sad and angry but now that I have written everything here, I feel a little better because maybe someone is reading this and knows what's happening in my life. That gives me relief. So, if someone is reading this, thank you very much and ... please pray that I get past these five days in one piece. See ya :(

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