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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 26

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 26

Yohoo... Finally, one day passed. I sat on my uncle's shop... So, I woke up around 5:50 am and did work and came back at around 9:00 am. Then, I had breakfast, went back and finally came back home at around 10:30 am. Then, I went to his shop at 6:00 pm and came back at 8:00 pm. So, my dad used to have a dairy, milk dairy but after he died, my uncle took over. He also had his own business of housing materials. So, he runs two businesses...(except that only few people come to him while countless used to come to my dad)

Anyway, I only had to manage the dairy because uncle had asked someone else to take care of his other main business. Thank God... It went okay, hopefully other 4 days also goes well. When I was there on dairy, everyone used to ask me same questions. Are you 'his' son? I would reply in positive and they would tell me that I look just like my dad and that there is no one like him in this world and that he is the kindest person they know while my uncles are 'meh'. Some ask me about what I am doing right now.

I can't tell you how much hard it is to say that I am not doing anything or that I am preparing for something but that's a secret. One guy said that I used to be so smart so, I should continue studies... They aren't completely wrong but now, I don't have a choice. Also, my uncle had to tell me something but he didn't call me directly, instead he called his son and then he told me what his father said. I was so angry like if he was going to tel him then how about he comes and take care of his work...

It's so annoying. He and his mother keeps talking every second. I don't know why they send him if they can't live without talking with him. Mom also told me today as well that no one will take care of us and that I have to do something soon... But I couldn't do anything today. When I wasn't at shop, I slept and then I had to make a summary. I did only little bit of work... Now I have to sleep early to wake up early tomorrow. Well then, see ya, hopefully everything goes alright tomorrow as well :/

 

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