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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...
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Memoir of the loser - Day 47

 Memoir of the loser - Day 47

Yo! It was an okay day. Finally, it didn't rain today and so, it was very hot. I checked the weather forecast and it's not going to rain for many days now. Pain. Obviously, I don't like it but what can i do? Up until now, it had been raining since few days and because of that we didn't even need to turn on the fan but now it's finally time to take out big weapons!

I did a bit of work, only 4 days are left and I don't think I will be able to complete it until then. Well, it's not the first time I have fucked up and disappointed myself. Also, there's no guarantee that I will be successful by doing this. I want to kill myself quite frankly.

Everyone is doing something. Only I am sitting alone at home doing nothing and hoping for a miracle to happen. It's pathetic, I know. I am the one who put myself in this state. Only rain could make my day better and now even that's taken away from me. I almost exhausted my data pack in the morning today because I was scrolling through instagram...

I just hope that the thing I am working on gets successful, please God. If someone is reading this, please pray for me. Thank you! See ya:


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