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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 77

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 77

Yoho. So, finally my mom and sister have returned. They came back in evening. My mom brought some clothes for me and I like them. They are just fine. Also, my uncle asked me to go somewhere with him but I refused. Then, his son called me and told me to go with him. But when he was here, he never went anywhere with his father no matter much his mom and father requested him. Now, he had audacity to tell me... smh. Even when he came for a month in january, he didn't go to a marriage with his father.

Anyway, 30th June has passed and I haven't accomplished anything. Nothing. I am a disappointment. It will be two years since I graduated from high school and I haven't done anything since then. I wish I could stop existing. Don't follow your dreams, I can say for sure. Because if you do, your reality will become a nightmare. There is nothing I can do anymore. It's too late.

That's why I have decided, this month will be the last. If something doesn't happen, I will leave. Because me being here doesn't make a difference anyway. My family doesn't really care. They just need a servant which they can find easily. 

I found joji's song glimpse of us. Its a masterpiece. the only good thing that has happened to me in a while. I found it late but better late than never. Also, it's been 11 weeks today since I started keeping this memoir. I wonder long it will last. It will end eventually, hopefully soon. see ya:)

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