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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281   Yo. Another day passed. It was not an usual day. I ate a looot of oily food today. I guess it's alright since I didn't eat anything during the day and I observed fast on past two days. I worked on my music like every day. My mom and sister went to the temple early in morning but I went later . Still, I had to wake up around one and half hour earlier than my usual time. Its quite cold in the morning. I understand why people have already started wearing jackets and hoodies. But during the day, it can get very warm. My sister had terrible headache through out the day. It could be because of multiple reasons. She woke up early, couldn't take a nap or maybe because she went to the city yesterday and had to navigate through extreme traffic. But I took a long and great nap during the day. I also took some iq tests at night. I have been very curious about my iq. Even though I don't trust them completely, they can give me a rough estimate. The we...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 77

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 77

Yoho. So, finally my mom and sister have returned. They came back in evening. My mom brought some clothes for me and I like them. They are just fine. Also, my uncle asked me to go somewhere with him but I refused. Then, his son called me and told me to go with him. But when he was here, he never went anywhere with his father no matter much his mom and father requested him. Now, he had audacity to tell me... smh. Even when he came for a month in january, he didn't go to a marriage with his father.

Anyway, 30th June has passed and I haven't accomplished anything. Nothing. I am a disappointment. It will be two years since I graduated from high school and I haven't done anything since then. I wish I could stop existing. Don't follow your dreams, I can say for sure. Because if you do, your reality will become a nightmare. There is nothing I can do anymore. It's too late.

That's why I have decided, this month will be the last. If something doesn't happen, I will leave. Because me being here doesn't make a difference anyway. My family doesn't really care. They just need a servant which they can find easily. 

I found joji's song glimpse of us. Its a masterpiece. the only good thing that has happened to me in a while. I found it late but better late than never. Also, it's been 11 weeks today since I started keeping this memoir. I wonder long it will last. It will end eventually, hopefully soon. see ya:)

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