Memoir of the Loser - Day 116

Yoo, i am late aren't I? It wasn't a good day. It rained last night but now, it's hot. In morning, my cousin's son who is about 4 years old came in our house. Me and my sister were asleep and mom wasn't home either. That guy locked the house from outside. Can you believe it? I had to call that son of a bitch's real uncle and he opened the gate. I was so angry... now, i believe that some people are indeed born evil. It's not the 1st time he has done something like this.

Also, an old lady's daughter's husband passed away today. But she didn't even have money to buy something and she couldn't go empty handed, so she asked one of our neighbors and she helped her... that old lady's son does nothing at all, he just drinks and wastes all the money she earns... I sincerely hope I don't become like that

I felt like my singing has gotten better until my mom told me that my voice isn't good... honestly, I have started to like my voice in recordings but what she said... just broke my heart. I thought I was getting better but I guess I was wrong. I feel like giving up but it hasn't been long since I have started taking it seriously so, I will keep trying until I am at least little better.

That was all for today, I found some really good songs that I am listening to right now. one of them being, past lives... it's so good. Anyway see ya:) i pray for that old woman and her daughter... if someone is reading this, please you too...