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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281   Yo. Another day passed. It was not an usual day. I ate a looot of oily food today. I guess it's alright since I didn't eat anything during the day and I observed fast on past two days. I worked on my music like every day. My mom and sister went to the temple early in morning but I went later . Still, I had to wake up around one and half hour earlier than my usual time. Its quite cold in the morning. I understand why people have already started wearing jackets and hoodies. But during the day, it can get very warm. My sister had terrible headache through out the day. It could be because of multiple reasons. She woke up early, couldn't take a nap or maybe because she went to the city yesterday and had to navigate through extreme traffic. But I took a long and great nap during the day. I also took some iq tests at night. I have been very curious about my iq. Even though I don't trust them completely, they can give me a rough estimate. The we...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 166

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 166

Yooo, another day passed. It feels so good to be alone and not talk to anyone. If I was earning, i would have long left this shitty place. I think there is something wrong with me. I love being alone. Orrr maybe there are many people are like me.

It was kind of hot but not unbearable. I sang a lot and my throat hurts, actually it just feels a little uncomfortable but still better than last night. My throat was hurting real bad. It's been 14 years since dad died, not exactly but i don't know how to explain it.

Yeah, 14 whole years... i was 5 during that time. And almost every cause of problem is because dad left us. He did so much for every one else and when it was time to do something for his family, he left. But how can i blame him. It's not like he wanted to leave us. I don't have many memories of my dad but there is still this emptiness... i should stop.

My voice still sounds quite bad and I am trying my best to improve it. It sounds so harsh and raspy.. i don't like it. See ya:)

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