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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 166

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 166

Yooo, another day passed. It feels so good to be alone and not talk to anyone. If I was earning, i would have long left this shitty place. I think there is something wrong with me. I love being alone. Orrr maybe there are many people are like me.

It was kind of hot but not unbearable. I sang a lot and my throat hurts, actually it just feels a little uncomfortable but still better than last night. My throat was hurting real bad. It's been 14 years since dad died, not exactly but i don't know how to explain it.

Yeah, 14 whole years... i was 5 during that time. And almost every cause of problem is because dad left us. He did so much for every one else and when it was time to do something for his family, he left. But how can i blame him. It's not like he wanted to leave us. I don't have many memories of my dad but there is still this emptiness... i should stop.

My voice still sounds quite bad and I am trying my best to improve it. It sounds so harsh and raspy.. i don't like it. See ya:)

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