Memoir of the Loser - Day 213

Hello there! Something weird is happening. I need to stop watching cat and dog videos. They make me want to get a pet even though there is no way I can get one. My mom will quite literally kill me. I can't even take care of myself, how am i going to take care of another life, she says... she is right.

I want to learn martial arts as well but then again, I don't have the money. I played Pubg and most matches went so badly. I had a gun and yet i got killed by a dude who had a melee weapon. There were two of them though and it was in close range and the gun was uzi... Am i making excuses?

Anyway, my rant is finished. So, last night, my cousin sister came and left after an hour or so because of her husband's job. I wish she could have stayed. My nephew and niece are so cute!! They are not like my cousin brother's demon son. Nowadays everyone keeps asking me about my hair. They are too long. I haven't cut them since February. I have dedication towards at least one thing.

I ate some of the sweets that we and others bought. I liked only some of them. Today, I got a message from one of my school friends. Speaking of which, there are only two people I still talk with and even with them, very rarely. I have been listening to quite a lot of regional songs nowadays. Well, that's all for today, see ya:) During day its warm but at night, it gets so cold.