Memoir of the Loser - Day 225

Hey, yo. So, i officially declare that I hate this family. Yep, i tried my best to overlook but i can't anymore. What happened? I have been using my slippers by gluing with adhesive since few weeks and now that winter is coming I thought i would buy a new pair.

My toes swell in winter so, I thought i could buy new ones. But my mom refused to give me money and told me to ask my aunt for money. She wants her son to beg to someone else just so he can buy a pair of slippers. We aren't that poor. And she knows I don't talk to her and her husband.

Not only that, she keeps complaining that I don't do what she says even though I do everything. I tried extremely hard but I can't force myself to do what she says anymore. I was saving some money and I had to use it to buy slippers and i know i got robbed at the shop because they are far more expensive than they actually cost. But that's just my fault. I can't bargain.

I spent almost 10 percent of my total savings on slippers... lol. I never ask her for anything and whenever someone gives me money, I save it. Anyway, I played Pubg last night and today and it went okay-ish. I am just waiting for me to become independent and leave this shithole. I will never look back. Also, in morning I went to the temple and oh God! People keep sitting for so long... if they want to pray for that long, they should do at home, smh. Anyway, see ya:)