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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 235

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 235

Yo, another day passed. Yep, it was also a normal day. I watched a new stand up special and it was good. I am tired of watching same things again and again. And i can't work if I am not listening to something. If i listen to songs while working, I just start singing.

Speaking of singing, I didn't sing that much today. Also, only 9 days are left until that function. I am not going. My mom agreed as well. I want to go but i am too scared to see teachers and students, smh. I know they wouldn't give a damn but if there is even a small chance then I ain't going.

What am I worried about? That someone will ask me about what I am doing and I won't be able to answer them. Anyway, I played Pubg today as well. It went like usual. Today, when I combed my hair in morning... so many hair fell off. I almost got a heart attack. Maybe because my hair and thin and long but they are falling and it scares the shit out of me.

Am i going to go bald this early? I can't even afford any treatment, smh. Why does nothing ever go the way I want it to? Anyway, worrying too much will only worsen it. See ya:)

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