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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 250

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 250

Hey there. It was not a good day. My head hurts, my body hurts and my stomach is beginning to hurt. I am sick and I didn't even go to the doctor. My nose is running faster than usain bolt and my throat feeling sourer than a lemon... but my mind doesn't stop overthinking.

Last night, I found that the site I used to use to create web stories now charges fees. I feel so sad for some reason. No one was even reading it and yet... i will no longer be able to create them. I can't help but worry about my future. It's so tough to live. 

And I can't talk to anyone about anything. My own family doesn't care about me. They only care about their work. I am so sick and yet they make me do everything. I wonder what I did in my past life to deserve this...

That dog still barks every night and last night as well when I was so sick and had to sleep, he didn't stop. I will surely send him to mountains... only at night, he barks alone. I really should just do it... see ya:( i hope i recover soon, i haven't even sang for so many days.

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