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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 267

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 267

Hey, another cold day passed. Like every day, it was extremely cold today. My hands and feet are so numb. I cant even feel my feet. And its only me in this whole family. In fact, I am the only person I know whose body behaves like this. It's not 'that' cold and yet, my body becomes numb...

I am just weak. Oh wait, that's why I can tolerate summer better than others... damn. What a discovery,lol. Today, I did nothing, like most days. I am still trying out some things. I don't have time and everyone keeps bothering me but what can I say...

Today, one of my grandfather's sister died. He had two sisters and one died many years ago. It's so weird, just yesterday his brother was blessed with twin grandsons and now, his sister died. Well, my grandfather is not alive either... honestly, death does seem kind of peaceful. At leas, I won't be so cold then... 

It's been only one week since new year and yet it feels like a lot of time has passed. It's like my life has been in a paused state. Anyway, i still keep hoping like an idiot that something good will happen, see ya:)

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