Memoir of the Loser - Day 268

Heyya... it was a different day than usual. I watched cartoons today and it was so nostalgic. I finally understand why childhood is the best part of most people's life. Same is true for me. I wish I could watch cartoons all day and do nothing, lol.

I was also so angry during the whole day and in the end, I had to eat fast food at night. Because... its unhealthy and has lot of calories and fills your stomach quickly. Now, here comes the worse part of this day. My chest was hurting so much just few minutes ago. Unfortunately, it wasn't because of heart ache, just cold. 

I need to wear one more layer of sweater or something. I had to get medicine for my hands and feet as well. Last night, I went to sleep early but only if I could sleep peacefully. Because those damn dogs keep barking. How can they bark non stop for hours? I am honestly fascinated by their stamina. That being said, I am actually extremely angry and I just want to ask for forgiveness from God if I do something bad...

Whole night, they don't let me sleep and ruin my next day, it's so frustrating. It's winter on top of that... it's just bad. And i can't do anything because my mom doesn't let me leave the house in midnight just to scare away the dogs... makes sense tbh. What if we forget to lock the door?? She is not worried about me. Anyway, I am learning how to make dubstep and breakcore. I don't like it but I don't know why I am trying to learn it... see ya:)