Memoir of the Loser - Day 312

Hey yo, one more day has passed and I have started getting few views on my videos. Although no one likes it... Is my music that bad? Smh. My mom keeps telling me to do something and I keep telling her that I am doing something but what I don't tell her though is that what I am doing depends mostly on my luck. And well, my luck is not that good. That reminds me, my dad's sister is quite angry because her son got rejected from a job he had applied for. And she curses my uncle for it. Because his son recommended her son for the job.  I am still not alone who is unemployed. And it just keeps worrying me. Ahh, I am going to stop ranting. I have many things that I want to do, just not the time and money. But I am doing what I can, so I am quite satisfied. Rest is upto my fate.  I stated watching a new series and I will start a new manga as well. But before that, I have to finish the song I am working on. Its going well and I think, its going to end up sounding quite good. I just hope I don't ruin it somehow.  It was quite sunny today. Winter had almost ended and I have to prepare for summer. So, I am going to buy many thin cheap large t shirts just so that I can feel less heat. How's my plan? Trash, right? Lol. That's what I can do. I wanted to eat French fries so badly today but I had made then just few days ago, so I couldn't make them. Otherwise my mom and others would have scolded me. I am bored of eating same things over and over again and I can't even eat things I like. Please pray that I get to eat good food soon... See ya;)