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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 354

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 354

Yo. So, it was hot today compared to past few days. And things haven't been going good. With my life. I have wasted almost 3 years now and I am quite frankly clueless. I don't what I should do or what even I can do. I hate it. I keep thinking about it and I can't find a solution... Ahhh, nothing I do ever works out. 

I wonder how long I will be able to last until I will eventually break. Damn that sounds so dramatic but I am not even exaggerating it. Why does God never listen to me? You must be thinking why I am so sad today? Right? What if I tell you that that's what I am like and I just don't talk about things like this... That's also too sad, right? 

Let's stop. Today was a festival and my cousin and his familywent to the temple because they have a car and because they can. And we just prayed at home. Its not bad. But it just reminds me hope hopeless I am truly am. I want to break their ego and show them what I can do... Like my aunt said so many things to us and yet, we have no choice but to listen to them. 

Also, do you want to know interesting? We had our house painted and so did my cousin. But their choice was so bad that eventhe painter didn't like it. i don't want to brag  but our home looks much better than theirs. Only, I could take credit for it. Anyway, I have started working. Frankly, I have no hope that my height with increase. And its too hot for workout. But I guess it won't hurt to try. See ya:) I am saying it after so many days but if someone is reading this.. Please pray for me

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