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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1081

Memoir of the Loser- Day 1081  Yo. Another day passed. It was a long day because weather was quite bad today. It was sunny and hot. It did get better in evening because clouds appeared. But another thing appears at night... Mosquitoes. Summer hasn't even begun yet. I studied today as well. Quite a lot actually. My sister went to the city to go to the temple. I had asked her to buy the contact lens solution because I found out only last night that you are supposed to change it every time you wear lens. She was tired and didn't have any energy to go look for it. She did but a bag and slippers of herself tho...  Anyway, she will go on a trip tomorrow with my aunt. I pray it goes well. Today, my uncle's family wasted my and her time. We had to run several errands for them. The audacity to even ask us to do anything for them when they don't anything for us and when they don't even show gratefulness. Its amazing how people can be so shamless. And then when you stand up fo...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 354

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 354

Yo. So, it was hot today compared to past few days. And things haven't been going good. With my life. I have wasted almost 3 years now and I am quite frankly clueless. I don't what I should do or what even I can do. I hate it. I keep thinking about it and I can't find a solution... Ahhh, nothing I do ever works out. 

I wonder how long I will be able to last until I will eventually break. Damn that sounds so dramatic but I am not even exaggerating it. Why does God never listen to me? You must be thinking why I am so sad today? Right? What if I tell you that that's what I am like and I just don't talk about things like this... That's also too sad, right? 

Let's stop. Today was a festival and my cousin and his familywent to the temple because they have a car and because they can. And we just prayed at home. Its not bad. But it just reminds me hope hopeless I am truly am. I want to break their ego and show them what I can do... Like my aunt said so many things to us and yet, we have no choice but to listen to them. 

Also, do you want to know interesting? We had our house painted and so did my cousin. But their choice was so bad that eventhe painter didn't like it. i don't want to brag  but our home looks much better than theirs. Only, I could take credit for it. Anyway, I have started working. Frankly, I have no hope that my height with increase. And its too hot for workout. But I guess it won't hurt to try. See ya:) I am saying it after so many days but if someone is reading this.. Please pray for me

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