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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281   Yo. Another day passed. It was not an usual day. I ate a looot of oily food today. I guess it's alright since I didn't eat anything during the day and I observed fast on past two days. I worked on my music like every day. My mom and sister went to the temple early in morning but I went later . Still, I had to wake up around one and half hour earlier than my usual time. Its quite cold in the morning. I understand why people have already started wearing jackets and hoodies. But during the day, it can get very warm. My sister had terrible headache through out the day. It could be because of multiple reasons. She woke up early, couldn't take a nap or maybe because she went to the city yesterday and had to navigate through extreme traffic. But I took a long and great nap during the day. I also took some iq tests at night. I have been very curious about my iq. Even though I don't trust them completely, they can give me a rough estimate. The we...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 354

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 354

Yo. So, it was hot today compared to past few days. And things haven't been going good. With my life. I have wasted almost 3 years now and I am quite frankly clueless. I don't what I should do or what even I can do. I hate it. I keep thinking about it and I can't find a solution... Ahhh, nothing I do ever works out. 

I wonder how long I will be able to last until I will eventually break. Damn that sounds so dramatic but I am not even exaggerating it. Why does God never listen to me? You must be thinking why I am so sad today? Right? What if I tell you that that's what I am like and I just don't talk about things like this... That's also too sad, right? 

Let's stop. Today was a festival and my cousin and his familywent to the temple because they have a car and because they can. And we just prayed at home. Its not bad. But it just reminds me hope hopeless I am truly am. I want to break their ego and show them what I can do... Like my aunt said so many things to us and yet, we have no choice but to listen to them. 

Also, do you want to know interesting? We had our house painted and so did my cousin. But their choice was so bad that eventhe painter didn't like it. i don't want to brag  but our home looks much better than theirs. Only, I could take credit for it. Anyway, I have started working. Frankly, I have no hope that my height with increase. And its too hot for workout. But I guess it won't hurt to try. See ya:) I am saying it after so many days but if someone is reading this.. Please pray for me

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