Memoir of the Loser - Day 365

Yo, another good day passed. It was very humid today and I once again realized that temperature doesn't matter as much as humidity. It felt so hot. But my morning wasn't so good. Actually, that demon kid came to our home in morning and like every time, he started causing trouble and lot of noise. It was early in the morning and I was sleeping peacefully. And the last thing I wanted was to wake up to that noise. I hated it.   

And then, during the day, my head started hurting and I decided to take a nap. But I couldn't. Because people never stay quiet. And when I finally managed to fall asleep. I had to wake up only after few minutes. But it did help quite a bit. Also, today was the last day of the fast. Tomorrow, I also have to wake early. I hope I can. Because I am not good at that. Mainly because I sleep very late.  

 Anyway, my sister had to create stuff for my cousin sister's children again. Her family really are so selfish and shameless. They ask us to do stuff for them everytime when we ask them to do nothing. 

Also... Its the 365th day of this memoir. It has been a year. I cant believe it. Time passes so quickly. It still feels like I started writing yesterday. Honestly, at first it was very troublesome to write everyday but soon, I started liking it and up until now I haven't missed a day. I hope it stays like that. 

I remember that when I first started writing it, I thought that I would become something or at least accomplish something but so far, nothing has changed. I haven't done nothing. I don't know what's going to happen in future. or if something good will even happen to me but I don't have a choice. I know its pathetic but hard work alone is never enough. All i need is some luck... Also, I don't even know if someone is reading this. I am too scared to check if someone is reading this because if no one isn't then...it will be a little sad.  Internet is a pretty big place and I don't even have a proper domain so, its pretty much guaranteed that this memoir will be thrown into depths of the internet forever. But if someone has stumbled upon this and is indeed reading this anytime in future, I really want to thank you. I just want to request one thing from you. Please pray that it ended well for me...Thanks Again and See ya:)