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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 374

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 374

Yooo, another day passed. It was a good day. It was sunny but didn't feel that hot since yesterday was cold. I watched few documentaries today on YouTube and its scary. Sometimes I feel like this world is done for. So many terrible people and terrible things. I wonder why people are evil. I wonder if people truly get punished after they die for the bad things they do during their lifetime... Well, who knows what happens after death.   

Anyway, I have been really tired nowadays and there is a power cut daily. I wonder when it will end. Not my life... Just kidding. I also cut my finger yesterday which I forgot to mention. So many things happen some days that I forgot to mention to everything. This month is going to end as well. And I really don't know if my future is going to be bright or as dark as night. 

  I can't help but worry. And its no one's fault. I keep trying and failing... But I can't afford to give up and it gives me false hope. Damn, its too pathetic. Let's talk about something positive. I ate ice cream today and it was very tasty. Its so pleasant like while you eat ice cream and for few minutes after you eat it, you don't feel hot. So... If I don't stop. Then, maybe I won't feel hot ever. Lol. I think I might actually try that. Anyway, see ya:) 

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