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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 382

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 382

hey, it was the 2nd day of this month and it was alright. Weather was good. It was windy and cool for May. But soon, it's going to get worse and I am just preparing myself. Painters came again today. It sounds weird every time I say it. It's going to be over soon so, that's good.

I did work today and I am forcing myself to not waste time which is a good thing. I also talked with my sister... looks like I will have to take admission. I won't go to college though. I will study through distance learning. It will be extremely tough. But I only want degree.

And then, i will get an average job for the rest of my life. I will keeep crying about low pay and an asshole boss and that's how I will die... lol. I will just kill myself before any of this happens. I do wonder though, what's the point of living if we are just going to die and if life doesn't even matter.

Few new phones are going to launch in this month and I am excited for no reason. i ate fast food tonight and my stomach hurts. I am a weakling. Well, that's it for today. See ya:)

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