Memoir of the Loser - Day 397

Hey... Not a good day. Weather was hot like usual. I also put the curtains back in their place. Finally my room won't be as hot as sun.  So, I told you that I have no choice but to take admission in college, right? But I don't want to. I really hate it. And by hate I mean, I hate it extremely badly. My mom didn't know until today. And when I told her, she even agreed to pay the fees... I thought she would refuse but it seems she is ready to do anything to send me to college.

   Now, I think its almost confirmed. The one thing I am afraid of the most is getting stuck doing something I hate. And I promise to myself, I won't let it happen. No matter what. My sister and mom are forcing and I can't refuse them anymore because I have wasted a lot of time. But I also know what I can and can't do. And doing something I hate is not something I can do.   

Anyway, I also heard a very funny story. So, my older uncle has three children. Oldest one is a man and has a boy and same with the middle one except she is a woman. Now, middle one's son is in KG and same with the oldest one's son. But when my oldest cousin's wife found about it, she started saying that my sister did it only because she hated that her son was ahead. Lol. Oldest cousin's son is only few months older than my sister's son so it doesnt make sense

  Now... My oldest cousin's wife went to his son' school with his husband and asked the teacher to put their one class ahead. Guess what teacher said? That their son is too stupid for 1st grade... Lol. I mean they didn't say it like that. But that's what they meant. I only found about it today. My cousin really has become his wife's slave. Apart from that nothing good happened. My life is going to come to an end. And I am prepared.  

 Its not that I don't want to do anything. But I can't do what I want and survive. That's just my fate. I need to accept it. Either survive doing what I don't want to or die because I can't do what I want. See ya:)