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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281   Yo. Another day passed. It was not an usual day. I ate a looot of oily food today. I guess it's alright since I didn't eat anything during the day and I observed fast on past two days. I worked on my music like every day. My mom and sister went to the temple early in morning but I went later . Still, I had to wake up around one and half hour earlier than my usual time. Its quite cold in the morning. I understand why people have already started wearing jackets and hoodies. But during the day, it can get very warm. My sister had terrible headache through out the day. It could be because of multiple reasons. She woke up early, couldn't take a nap or maybe because she went to the city yesterday and had to navigate through extreme traffic. But I took a long and great nap during the day. I also took some iq tests at night. I have been very curious about my iq. Even though I don't trust them completely, they can give me a rough estimate. The we...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 398

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 398

Hey, it was not a good day at all. It was 45 degrees... Celsius. I hate summers so much. And to make matters worse, there was no electricity during the day. Can you believe it? Spending 45 degree without even a fan. It was unbearable. It came back in evening. Honestly, our ancestors probably had really good. They didn't even need to wear clothes, lol.   

Anyway, these days have been kind of hard to go through. There is a lot of things going on in my mind. And they are not good. My life has been going in a bad direction. Nothing has been going well. I am losing faith in God. Which is really worrisome for even me. Its not that i believe that God doesn't exist or he doesn't help people. 

  Its just that i don't think he will help someone like me. Also its not completely my fault that i am like this. I don't like the way i am either... But you can't change some things, can you? Ah, i want to eat ice cream or cake. Thats too random, right? I wish i can eat it before i die. Anyway, thats it all for today. See ya:(

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