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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 398

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 398

Hey, it was not a good day at all. It was 45 degrees... Celsius. I hate summers so much. And to make matters worse, there was no electricity during the day. Can you believe it? Spending 45 degree without even a fan. It was unbearable. It came back in evening. Honestly, our ancestors probably had really good. They didn't even need to wear clothes, lol.   

Anyway, these days have been kind of hard to go through. There is a lot of things going on in my mind. And they are not good. My life has been going in a bad direction. Nothing has been going well. I am losing faith in God. Which is really worrisome for even me. Its not that i believe that God doesn't exist or he doesn't help people. 

  Its just that i don't think he will help someone like me. Also its not completely my fault that i am like this. I don't like the way i am either... But you can't change some things, can you? Ah, i want to eat ice cream or cake. Thats too random, right? I wish i can eat it before i die. Anyway, thats it all for today. See ya:(

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