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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1081

Memoir of the Loser- Day 1081  Yo. Another day passed. It was a long day because weather was quite bad today. It was sunny and hot. It did get better in evening because clouds appeared. But another thing appears at night... Mosquitoes. Summer hasn't even begun yet. I studied today as well. Quite a lot actually. My sister went to the city to go to the temple. I had asked her to buy the contact lens solution because I found out only last night that you are supposed to change it every time you wear lens. She was tired and didn't have any energy to go look for it. She did but a bag and slippers of herself tho...  Anyway, she will go on a trip tomorrow with my aunt. I pray it goes well. Today, my uncle's family wasted my and her time. We had to run several errands for them. The audacity to even ask us to do anything for them when they don't anything for us and when they don't even show gratefulness. Its amazing how people can be so shamless. And then when you stand up fo...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 398

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 398

Hey, it was not a good day at all. It was 45 degrees... Celsius. I hate summers so much. And to make matters worse, there was no electricity during the day. Can you believe it? Spending 45 degree without even a fan. It was unbearable. It came back in evening. Honestly, our ancestors probably had really good. They didn't even need to wear clothes, lol.   

Anyway, these days have been kind of hard to go through. There is a lot of things going on in my mind. And they are not good. My life has been going in a bad direction. Nothing has been going well. I am losing faith in God. Which is really worrisome for even me. Its not that i believe that God doesn't exist or he doesn't help people. 

  Its just that i don't think he will help someone like me. Also its not completely my fault that i am like this. I don't like the way i am either... But you can't change some things, can you? Ah, i want to eat ice cream or cake. Thats too random, right? I wish i can eat it before i die. Anyway, thats it all for today. See ya:(

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