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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1081

Memoir of the Loser- Day 1081  Yo. Another day passed. It was a long day because weather was quite bad today. It was sunny and hot. It did get better in evening because clouds appeared. But another thing appears at night... Mosquitoes. Summer hasn't even begun yet. I studied today as well. Quite a lot actually. My sister went to the city to go to the temple. I had asked her to buy the contact lens solution because I found out only last night that you are supposed to change it every time you wear lens. She was tired and didn't have any energy to go look for it. She did but a bag and slippers of herself tho...  Anyway, she will go on a trip tomorrow with my aunt. I pray it goes well. Today, my uncle's family wasted my and her time. We had to run several errands for them. The audacity to even ask us to do anything for them when they don't anything for us and when they don't even show gratefulness. Its amazing how people can be so shamless. And then when you stand up fo...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 399

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 399

Hey, another miserable day passed. High temperature, hot wind. It was extremely bad. So bad that i want to die... Well, nothing unusual. My eyes hurt. They are so dry and my skin as well looks like its about to give up and break. And its not going to rain until next month. Yep, its going to be hard to even survive.  

 Also, tomorrow... Finally i will have to fill out the form for BCA. I am doing it through correspondence. Only because its the cheapest option. Honestly, i don't want to study at all. Its not for me, i know. But i also know that i am extremely unlucky. I don't know what my fate has in store for me. But I can't follow my passion because I haven't seen any results until now. So, I don't have any option but to do what mom says.  

 The only i am alive is because of her. She is only person and reason I am alive. Because I don't want to hurt her. But I wonder for how long I can do it. Its too hard. I could keep following my passion and do what I want but I want to see her happy. And the only thing that can make her happy is if I go to college.   

Also, a kid comes for tuition to my sister. And he is quite a mischievious kid. Few days ago, he got beaten by a middle aged man because his friend would press their home's doorbell and run away. Only he got caught, lol. Now, he doesn't even study and his mom and aunt gave him a long lecture on how his parents are trying their best to send him to good school and he is just time and money. But i know that he Doesn't give a damn. And that he is going to regret it in future when everyone else will move ahead of him. See ya:(

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