Memoir of the Loser - Day 423

kHey, another extremely hot day passed. So, today I got an idea for a YouTube channel. I actually wrote a book a long time ago... Not that long ago though. So, I will start uploading videos based on my book! I mean, I will just upload my book as an audio book, lol. I am quite excited to be honest. For some reason, I feel like it will work. Although, I can be disappointed as well.   

Well, I will know only if I actually do it. Today, I ate French fries after more than a month. They were as you would expect, tasty. You know, today was one of the days when I realized once again that I an extremely unlucky. So, one of my cousins is one year younger than me. And he has everything you can ask for. And frankly I am quite jealous but I also know that its just the way things are. Since dad left, my family's fate just took this turn. No one is to blame for that.  

 But I do feel a little pitiful for me. Imma stop. My mom bought chairs today. And for the price, they are very good. We have only few chairs, 4 or 5 i think, in our home and half of them are broken, lol. So, its alright. I will buy a chocolate tomorrow. Hopefully. I love sweet things. But I don't eat them that much. Or rather, I can't. Okay, that was the last one. 

  In a few days, I will also have to fast for a whole day. Its going to be tough in this weather. I wish monsoon arrives soon. Honestly, I don't even want to go to hill stations. People have ruined those places. For real, why can't they be a little nice to other places? I have started watching a new series and I have already watched it twice. But its new season will be released soon.   

Also, my aunt gave away my cousin's old cycle. I haven't given away mine cuz my dad bought. My mom and others keep telling me to do take admission in college. They tell me to do pharmacy and be a chemist since its easy. But I don't want to. I know I won't be able to spend my whole life as a chemist... I hope God helps me soon and I don't have to take admission. See ya;)