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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 425

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 425

Hey, another day passed. It was a good day... I wish I could say that. It was another earth scorching day. I feel the planet burning quite literally and its as if I am in a frying pan. Especially during the day. I can't even sleep during the night. And I don't know how much water I drink during the day. But a good thing did happen.

   I ate mango for the first time this summer. Yep, now, when summer is almost summer. Well, at least I managed to eat it. Some people can't even afford it. My dad used to say that there are always people who have it worse than us and by looking at them you will realize how lucky you are. He was so right. My mom told me. I was way too young at that time to remember anything he said.  

 I... I miss him really. The worse part is, I will never be able to meet him. Then again, I still have my mother... And I can't lose her. Damn, I got all depressed. Lol. You see I was reading the book I wrote. Its like a memoir and I can't help feel pity at myself. I used to be far better than I am right now in everything.  

 Also, my sister's result got declared and she scored the 2nd highest in her university. I am proud of her. She made me realize how much of a failure I truly am. I am on a rant today, aren't I? Its just the heat messing with my brain. See ya;) 

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