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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 429

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 429

Hey, so, I am a little tired. Okay, not a little but extremely tired. Its been a day since I drank or ate anything. Yes, I was on fast today. It was extremely tough. Last year was hundred times easier because weather and temperature were far better than this year. This year is so hot compared to last year. I think the end is year.   It was fine in morning but as time passed, it became harder and harder. Now, I am at my limit.

 In fact, my sister who is far weaker than me has managed to hole on. Although her condition is far worse than me. She kept complaining that her head is spinning but she didn't give up. Also, my aunt's brother still has not reached his location. I don't care.   Like you would expect, I didn't do anything. Why? 

Because I am too exhausted to even walk. I knew that it would be difficult but I never imagined that it would be this tough. Its been half a month since I started my last song which I haven't finished yet. Its not that my workflow is slow. But I don't have good working condition and a decent laptop.  

 Anyway, that's all for today. I am alive thankfully. The reason I fasted today? Because I have something I want and need and only God give me that. See ya;)   

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