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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281   Yo. Another day passed. It was not an usual day. I ate a looot of oily food today. I guess it's alright since I didn't eat anything during the day and I observed fast on past two days. I worked on my music like every day. My mom and sister went to the temple early in morning but I went later . Still, I had to wake up around one and half hour earlier than my usual time. Its quite cold in the morning. I understand why people have already started wearing jackets and hoodies. But during the day, it can get very warm. My sister had terrible headache through out the day. It could be because of multiple reasons. She woke up early, couldn't take a nap or maybe because she went to the city yesterday and had to navigate through extreme traffic. But I took a long and great nap during the day. I also took some iq tests at night. I have been very curious about my iq. Even though I don't trust them completely, they can give me a rough estimate. The we...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 433

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 433

Yo, another day passed. It was mostly cloudy and little humid. My aunt came back and now her excuse has changed. I couldn’t care less but my mom does. She doesn't stop talking and thinking about others. She knows it's pointless and yet.... Anyway, this month is about to end as well. I don't what I am going to do with my life.  

 I really don't. I love singing and making music. But I am not lucky enough to be successfull. That only leaves me with one choice. Go to a 3rd rate college and study. But that will just be waste of time and ultimately, the waste of my life. People from top universities can't even get jobs so, how will I? I am not being pessimistic, just realistic. 

  Yep, it's one of those days when I regret the life I have lived and choices I have made. I just want to know if something good will ever happen with me or if I should leave. Damn, that was too depressing. That's also a problem. I am too self aware. I can't fool myself. My former classmates are all living their life and here I am... Who could have thought? I wish I had never met him. See ya;) 

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