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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 433

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 433

Yo, another day passed. It was mostly cloudy and little humid. My aunt came back and now her excuse has changed. I couldn’t care less but my mom does. She doesn't stop talking and thinking about others. She knows it's pointless and yet.... Anyway, this month is about to end as well. I don't what I am going to do with my life.  

 I really don't. I love singing and making music. But I am not lucky enough to be successfull. That only leaves me with one choice. Go to a 3rd rate college and study. But that will just be waste of time and ultimately, the waste of my life. People from top universities can't even get jobs so, how will I? I am not being pessimistic, just realistic. 

  Yep, it's one of those days when I regret the life I have lived and choices I have made. I just want to know if something good will ever happen with me or if I should leave. Damn, that was too depressing. That's also a problem. I am too self aware. I can't fool myself. My former classmates are all living their life and here I am... Who could have thought? I wish I had never met him. See ya;) 

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