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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 435

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 435

Yo, another day passed. It was extremely humid. But then, around 4 pm it started raining very badly. Wind and rain completely changed the weather and life became great again. But now that rain has stopped, it's humid again. It is still cloudy so let's see if it rains tonight. Also, there's no electricity now and I hope it comes back soon.   

My mom's mobile recharge has expired and she doesn't want us recharge her number. Why? She waits for my cousin to recharge. Because she can save few bucks by that, smh. Even though she has to wait for many days because my cousin is not exactly what you call a good person.   

Anyway, in morning, when I was sleeping, my cousin sister's children came to our home because they wanted to meet me and my sister. Yep, kids are pure souls. Their family hates us but kids only know love. I hope they don't change. You know, I am worried about my life and future. I don't know what I should do. Its not like I don't know what I want to do, but rather what I should. And no one is here to guide me.  

 I am regretting my actions and I am completely lost. Every time is precious and time never comes back, I am finally realizing that. I can only hope and pray. See ya;)   

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