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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281   Yo. Another day passed. It was not an usual day. I ate a looot of oily food today. I guess it's alright since I didn't eat anything during the day and I observed fast on past two days. I worked on my music like every day. My mom and sister went to the temple early in morning but I went later . Still, I had to wake up around one and half hour earlier than my usual time. Its quite cold in the morning. I understand why people have already started wearing jackets and hoodies. But during the day, it can get very warm. My sister had terrible headache through out the day. It could be because of multiple reasons. She woke up early, couldn't take a nap or maybe because she went to the city yesterday and had to navigate through extreme traffic. But I took a long and great nap during the day. I also took some iq tests at night. I have been very curious about my iq. Even though I don't trust them completely, they can give me a rough estimate. The we...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 435

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 435

Yo, another day passed. It was extremely humid. But then, around 4 pm it started raining very badly. Wind and rain completely changed the weather and life became great again. But now that rain has stopped, it's humid again. It is still cloudy so let's see if it rains tonight. Also, there's no electricity now and I hope it comes back soon.   

My mom's mobile recharge has expired and she doesn't want us recharge her number. Why? She waits for my cousin to recharge. Because she can save few bucks by that, smh. Even though she has to wait for many days because my cousin is not exactly what you call a good person.   

Anyway, in morning, when I was sleeping, my cousin sister's children came to our home because they wanted to meet me and my sister. Yep, kids are pure souls. Their family hates us but kids only know love. I hope they don't change. You know, I am worried about my life and future. I don't know what I should do. Its not like I don't know what I want to do, but rather what I should. And no one is here to guide me.  

 I am regretting my actions and I am completely lost. Every time is precious and time never comes back, I am finally realizing that. I can only hope and pray. See ya;)   

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