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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 438

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 438

Yo, it was another humid and cloudy day. Weather forecast said that it was going to rain but it didn't. I shouldn't put my trust in it. It was a boring day and I did an extremely cringe worthy thing which i am too ashamed to even mention. Also, my sister was sick today and I took her to the doctor. She can't even go to the doctor alone... Lol.

Anyway, in a few days, she has her exam and I have to go with her. I have started mentally preparing myself. It is going to be a tough day. Because I hate going outside especially at crowded places and cities. I love to be in my room or alone. I hope weather is good on that day. My aunt's brother is still stuck in another country. I don't the details and why he is stuck there. She even sent all the money he needed, so i wonder what's the case...

You know, sometimes i wonder about what I will do when my mom will leave. I can't even think about it. I love her so much that i think i will go crazy and I am not even exaggerating. She is the only one i have. I want to make her happy and proud but I have only disappointed and failed her. I am a bad son. She deserves better... See ya;)

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