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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281   Yo. Another day passed. It was not an usual day. I ate a looot of oily food today. I guess it's alright since I didn't eat anything during the day and I observed fast on past two days. I worked on my music like every day. My mom and sister went to the temple early in morning but I went later . Still, I had to wake up around one and half hour earlier than my usual time. Its quite cold in the morning. I understand why people have already started wearing jackets and hoodies. But during the day, it can get very warm. My sister had terrible headache through out the day. It could be because of multiple reasons. She woke up early, couldn't take a nap or maybe because she went to the city yesterday and had to navigate through extreme traffic. But I took a long and great nap during the day. I also took some iq tests at night. I have been very curious about my iq. Even though I don't trust them completely, they can give me a rough estimate. The we...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 438

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 438

Yo, it was another humid and cloudy day. Weather forecast said that it was going to rain but it didn't. I shouldn't put my trust in it. It was a boring day and I did an extremely cringe worthy thing which i am too ashamed to even mention. Also, my sister was sick today and I took her to the doctor. She can't even go to the doctor alone... Lol.

Anyway, in a few days, she has her exam and I have to go with her. I have started mentally preparing myself. It is going to be a tough day. Because I hate going outside especially at crowded places and cities. I love to be in my room or alone. I hope weather is good on that day. My aunt's brother is still stuck in another country. I don't the details and why he is stuck there. She even sent all the money he needed, so i wonder what's the case...

You know, sometimes i wonder about what I will do when my mom will leave. I can't even think about it. I love her so much that i think i will go crazy and I am not even exaggerating. She is the only one i have. I want to make her happy and proud but I have only disappointed and failed her. I am a bad son. She deserves better... See ya;)

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