Memoir of the Loser - Day 439

Hey, I have many things to talk about today. First, weather was very bad. It was mostly humid and sunny. And once again, it didn't rain unlike what forecast said. But it's raining almost everywhere except here. I heard about that airport accident and... rest in peace. Rain is not always good. Everything should be in moderation.

Also, looks like I need to change my telecom provider. Almost every service has increased their price, smh. I hate them. I already recharged my number in advance. Only if i had WiFi . Speaking of which, I saw some clips of that debate between presidential candidates of america and... It was funny seeing two kids fighting. I wonder how those people are running the most powerful country in the world. How and why are Americans not doing anything. Or maybe they just doesn't care.

2 days ago, I went to a flour mill to get the wheat  grinded into flour. I don't know how to say it. So forgive me if i am wrong. But the owner wrote the weight wrong. I have went there many times before, so I didn't check it. But, that guy had written the weight wrong. I don't know if it was intentional or not but today when I went to get the flour, he gave me 1/3rd of the amount I should have gotten. I complained and he gave me the original amount. The way he just listened to me made me think that what he did was intentional.

Also, I talked with my cousin who lives abroad. I need a new phone and when my aunt told him about it, he said that he was ready to buy me a new one. But I told him that I will buy later. See, I am too embarrassed to buy a phone with someone else's money. I want to earn and buy it myself. That's why I haven't asked my mom and sister about it. Damm, it was a long day. And not a good one. I felt like a pathetic loser again. Honestly, I just want to give up... I got 10 times more than usual views on my video but then, i got very few on the one i posted today. Humans only focus on the negatives... Well, my life has that mostly. See ya;)