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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 448

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 448

Hey... I am extremely tired today. So, I woke up very early and got ready to take my sister to her exam which was in another city. Our journey was  good because it was cloudy and there was no traffic. But after all the examinees went inside, we were all told to leave. So, I found a park nearby and waited there.

And I hate cities. I will never live in one, never. Probably because I was raised in a village. No matter the reason, that's the truth. Anyway, at around 12, my sister's exam finished. We ate a pizza and I regret eating it. Everything is so expensive in cities. One more reason I hate them. Then, she had another exam and i sat in that park again for few hours. Finally, at around 4:30 pm we left for hour home

But this time, it was funny and hot and there was  a looot of traffic. I wonder why it is so. Because of less amount od roads or too much vehicles or maybe both. We finally arrived at our home at around 6 in evening. Riding a bike for so long made my ass hurt so badly, lol. My face was so red as well, smh. I would gotten sun burnt if I had stayed there a little longer.

Many times, traffic police also worried me, lol. But thankfully, nothing happened. Here comes the funny part. My mom is extremely superstitious. So, she didn't anyone that we were going for my sister's exam. Instead she said that we were going to our grandparents' home. Their plan almost failed though. Like you would expect. I could do nothing today. It was extremely hard to even pass time in that park.


I just listened to linkin park and watched YouTube videos. It was very hard. I don't want to go through that again. I am done riding my bike for many weeks at the very least. Also, sometimes I get this indescribable feeling of just not wanting to exist anymore. So weird. I am so tired today and I will sleep really well. See ya;)

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