Memoir of the Loser - Day 449

Hey, another day passed. And my back hurts. Because of yesterday. I went to sleep early last night and yet, I was sleepy all day today. And I have a bad news. Tomorrow, my sister will go and fill out my admission form into a college. I will be studying through distance learning. Because I don't want to go to college. We can't afford it anyway, lol.

And the reason I am not going is because I can't see my life not going according to the way I want it to... So pathetic. I tried so hard, got so far and in the end it doesn't even matter. I wish I would just stop existing and the whole world would just forget about me. I also had to go the city with my sister today. I wouldn't go anywhere   for myself. It was cloudy during the morning and sunny during the day. But overall, it was good and not too hot.


Also, I got into an argument with my mom. That happens everyday though, so nothing surprising. Today was one of my sister's tuition students birthday and he gave us a party. I hope she clears the exam she gave yesterday. She is our hope because I am hopeless. I also have a new video idea and I hope it turns out well. I also saw that there is a chance that an asteroid will hit the earth in 2029. Is there a way to hurry it up?  Well, that's it for today. See ya;)  I wish the end comes quickly