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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 452

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 452

Hey, another day passed. It was very hot and humid again. Why does the actual temperature and feels like differ so much? It is so humid nowadays. And do you know that in a village just few kilometers away from our village, it was raining! And here it was so hot. Maybe this village is cursed or something.

Anyway, I will upload a new video tonight. Also, last night I checked the views on the song I uploaded around 5 weeks ago. And guess how many views I got... Zero. Yep! I got no views. I feel like such a loser. Well, I am, now I know. And I have accepted my fate that nothing will change for me. Honestly I realized it a long time ago. Not every story has a happy ending.

I will no longer try to do anything. Whatever comes to me, I will accept it as it is. My mom went to the city today as well with her friends. And I still haven't filled my admission form but tonight, my sister will do it. I am no longer against it. Because it doesn't matter anymore. I will waste another years. Then roam unemployed for sometime and then finally find work at a very low wage. Or hopefully, die before any of this happens. See ya;)

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