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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281   Yo. Another day passed. It was not an usual day. I ate a looot of oily food today. I guess it's alright since I didn't eat anything during the day and I observed fast on past two days. I worked on my music like every day. My mom and sister went to the temple early in morning but I went later . Still, I had to wake up around one and half hour earlier than my usual time. Its quite cold in the morning. I understand why people have already started wearing jackets and hoodies. But during the day, it can get very warm. My sister had terrible headache through out the day. It could be because of multiple reasons. She woke up early, couldn't take a nap or maybe because she went to the city yesterday and had to navigate through extreme traffic. But I took a long and great nap during the day. I also took some iq tests at night. I have been very curious about my iq. Even though I don't trust them completely, they can give me a rough estimate. The we...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 452

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 452

Hey, another day passed. It was very hot and humid again. Why does the actual temperature and feels like differ so much? It is so humid nowadays. And do you know that in a village just few kilometers away from our village, it was raining! And here it was so hot. Maybe this village is cursed or something.

Anyway, I will upload a new video tonight. Also, last night I checked the views on the song I uploaded around 5 weeks ago. And guess how many views I got... Zero. Yep! I got no views. I feel like such a loser. Well, I am, now I know. And I have accepted my fate that nothing will change for me. Honestly I realized it a long time ago. Not every story has a happy ending.

I will no longer try to do anything. Whatever comes to me, I will accept it as it is. My mom went to the city today as well with her friends. And I still haven't filled my admission form but tonight, my sister will do it. I am no longer against it. Because it doesn't matter anymore. I will waste another years. Then roam unemployed for sometime and then finally find work at a very low wage. Or hopefully, die before any of this happens. See ya;)

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