Memoir of the Loser - Day 453

Hey, another day passed. Last night, I finally filled out my admission form. And the fees for one year is less than most colleges' one year fees. Well, it makes sense. I will study on my own and won't even go the university. In the end, it really doesn't matter. I tried so hard to no go to college, to become successful and start earning but it ended like this. I feel so pathetic.

Now, I will just have to wait to get so notification from them and then, I will buy the books to study. I will be completely honest to you. I am not planning to study at all. I will study enough to pass. And after graduating, I will find a job and that's it. I will leave this place, no matter what. Anyway, today was very cloudy and windy. Great weather after so many days.

I also uploaded that video on which I got few views. Nothing special. Yep, I should have realized that I am special or anything. Just another average loser. Also, I found something about my uncle and aunt. See, I didn't think too highly of them but what I found made me lose most of my respect for them.

Also, my mom and others were so bent on making me do pharmacy. They wanted me to get the diploma and open my own shop. I didn't want to spend my whole life like that. My aunt's brother left for America from Mexico 2 days ago and she still hasn't received any message from him. I hope he didn't get caught. Also, I don't understand why he went to Mexico if he could take a flight from here directly. Its so confusing. Anyway, not my worries. See ya;)