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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 466

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 466

Yo, another day passed. It was very hot today
These days weather has been so weird. In morning, it is so cloudy and windy and as the day comes, it gets very humid. And I am getting tired of living here. Ahhh! When will I get away from here. I wish I could ask God directly about what he has in store for me.

I saw something today that made me want to bleach my eyes. I won't mention it to save you. I am not exaggerating it one bit. It was extremely disturbing. I am thinking of running away from here. I don't where I will go but I hate it here. Literally everyone is so... I can't even put it in words. And I can't believe I care for them, smh.

You know, I hate myself for being a coward. If I was less self aware and had a little more courage, I could have been free. I got few views on my song. Actually, people just click on the video and just leave. Why won't they listen to the full song? Well, that's it for today. See ya;)

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