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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 472

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 472

Yo, another day passed. And it was sooo humid in the morning. I don't think I have sweat that much ever in a day compared to today. Thankfully, it is cloudy and quite cool. In evening, the sky was so golden as if there was a sand storm coming. As if I was in dune. Anyway, I didn't eat anything now because my stomach is full just by eating two patties.

Over the past few months, I have lost appetite and weight. I can barely eat three times a day. I don't know what's happening. Tomorrow, we will go to the university and let's see what happens. I don't care about the admission, I just want the fees back. And my uncle said something about me again. But at this point, I couldn't care less.

I still Haven't started working on my next song. I was busy with something else. Well, its not like someone is dying to hear my music, lol. This month has ended as well. I really hate my life. The way everything is going, I am just tired. Its been 3 whole years since I passed from school and here I am... I know how my life will end. I am just postponing it because of pointless hope. See ya;)


 

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