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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281   Yo. Another day passed. It was not an usual day. I ate a looot of oily food today. I guess it's alright since I didn't eat anything during the day and I observed fast on past two days. I worked on my music like every day. My mom and sister went to the temple early in morning but I went later . Still, I had to wake up around one and half hour earlier than my usual time. Its quite cold in the morning. I understand why people have already started wearing jackets and hoodies. But during the day, it can get very warm. My sister had terrible headache through out the day. It could be because of multiple reasons. She woke up early, couldn't take a nap or maybe because she went to the city yesterday and had to navigate through extreme traffic. But I took a long and great nap during the day. I also took some iq tests at night. I have been very curious about my iq. Even though I don't trust them completely, they can give me a rough estimate. The we...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 492

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 492

Hey, I can't say it was a good say. See, in morning, my mom and others made me lift something heavy. I could do it later but they forced me. Not only was it way too heavy for me to lift it alone but when I lifted it, half of my rakhees broke... It made me so angry. I am not a kid but I liked them on my wrist and the ones that broke were my favorite. The ones that broke had amulet based on God. So, i began thinking thay even God doesn't want to be near me, lol. And I untied the remaining ones in anger. It hadn't even been a day.

It has always been like that. These people force me to do what they want and they never do what I ask them. You know, I wish I could swing from the chandelier. Also, I hate crying. It makes water come out of eyes and... nose. Well, its not exactly water. Anyway, my mom did one more thing. My cousin asked her to convince me to help him on his shop. If you don't know, I hate interacting with strangers. She knows that and yet she tried to force me again. Not only that, I will go to his shop but in return, I will get nothing.

I could do nothing today. My thoughts weren't exactly great. Not like they are now. I don't sing that much nowadays. I don't want others to hear my heavenly voice. Anyway, thats all for today. I really am a loser, aren't I? See ya') 

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