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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 492

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 492

Hey, I can't say it was a good say. See, in morning, my mom and others made me lift something heavy. I could do it later but they forced me. Not only was it way too heavy for me to lift it alone but when I lifted it, half of my rakhees broke... It made me so angry. I am not a kid but I liked them on my wrist and the ones that broke were my favorite. The ones that broke had amulet based on God. So, i began thinking thay even God doesn't want to be near me, lol. And I untied the remaining ones in anger. It hadn't even been a day.

It has always been like that. These people force me to do what they want and they never do what I ask them. You know, I wish I could swing from the chandelier. Also, I hate crying. It makes water come out of eyes and... nose. Well, its not exactly water. Anyway, my mom did one more thing. My cousin asked her to convince me to help him on his shop. If you don't know, I hate interacting with strangers. She knows that and yet she tried to force me again. Not only that, I will go to his shop but in return, I will get nothing.

I could do nothing today. My thoughts weren't exactly great. Not like they are now. I don't sing that much nowadays. I don't want others to hear my heavenly voice. Anyway, thats all for today. I really am a loser, aren't I? See ya') 

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