Memoir of the Loser - Day 525

Yo. It was not a good day at all. So, today was my ex-best friend's birthday. It's a long story but in short, we had a fight few years ago and since then, we haven't talked. I still wish him every year on his birthday. But he has even blocked my number, so Instagram was my only option left. And yep, he didnt reply. Quite pathetic, right? Well, for me he will be my friend even if he doesn't give a damn about me. I am stupid.  

Also, my uncle's bike didn't work in morning. Now, instead of calling the mechanic, my mom and aunt tried to force me to drag the bike to the mechanic myself... His shop isn't right next to my house. They could do that only because I am the who drives his bike since my uncle can't even ride a bicycle, lol.

I took a risk and got a spark plug from the mechanic. I went to him on foot. His shop is pretty far away from my house. Also, it was very hot today. Its been few weeks since I sweat as much as I did today. Also, my sister went to my grandma's home with my uncle's family. They have relatives in the same village and they went to visit them. While there, they went to my grandma's home. My aunt told her that I don't talk to anyone from her family... Lol.

Anyway, I still can't go to barber for few more days. I watched many clips of marvel movies again. Sometimes, I hate everyone in this family and literally every single second, I wish that I could go somewhere far away. I wonder for how long will I have suffer here. What has God planned for me... See ya;)