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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 551

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 551

Hey!! Umm, I want to start off by saying something different. I have a secret. Its related to the book I wrote. For now I will keep it a secret. If things go right, I will reveal it. Pray for me, lol. Also, I will soon finish the whole stranger things. Fortunately, last season is coming next year. It is kind of sad...

But every thing ends. Well, by now, you probably know that I hate this family and I want to get out of here as soon as possible. I want to live somewhere far away alone. I guess even that's too much. My sister sold a lot of stuff yesterday. Good for her. Nights have become so long now. I have started sleeping early because I don't have anything better to do.

I do wish I could study but as you know, I haven't received the books. You know, I hate any place with people which is quite literally almost every place. I don't know what my future is like when I am like this. Its not something I can just change... I wish I was a little different. I don't even sing nowadays because others will hear me. Also, I wish I could buy a guitar. I have saved enough money to buy one and its not even that expensive but for me its a very huge investment. It will be just a big waste of money... I don't know what to do anymore. See ya;)


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