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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281   Yo. Another day passed. It was not an usual day. I ate a looot of oily food today. I guess it's alright since I didn't eat anything during the day and I observed fast on past two days. I worked on my music like every day. My mom and sister went to the temple early in morning but I went later . Still, I had to wake up around one and half hour earlier than my usual time. Its quite cold in the morning. I understand why people have already started wearing jackets and hoodies. But during the day, it can get very warm. My sister had terrible headache through out the day. It could be because of multiple reasons. She woke up early, couldn't take a nap or maybe because she went to the city yesterday and had to navigate through extreme traffic. But I took a long and great nap during the day. I also took some iq tests at night. I have been very curious about my iq. Even though I don't trust them completely, they can give me a rough estimate. The we...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 551

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 551

Hey!! Umm, I want to start off by saying something different. I have a secret. Its related to the book I wrote. For now I will keep it a secret. If things go right, I will reveal it. Pray for me, lol. Also, I will soon finish the whole stranger things. Fortunately, last season is coming next year. It is kind of sad...

But every thing ends. Well, by now, you probably know that I hate this family and I want to get out of here as soon as possible. I want to live somewhere far away alone. I guess even that's too much. My sister sold a lot of stuff yesterday. Good for her. Nights have become so long now. I have started sleeping early because I don't have anything better to do.

I do wish I could study but as you know, I haven't received the books. You know, I hate any place with people which is quite literally almost every place. I don't know what my future is like when I am like this. Its not something I can just change... I wish I was a little different. I don't even sing nowadays because others will hear me. Also, I wish I could buy a guitar. I have saved enough money to buy one and its not even that expensive but for me its a very huge investment. It will be just a big waste of money... I don't know what to do anymore. See ya;)


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