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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 623

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 623

Yo. It was yet another cold and windy day. It was very cold outdoors. Only one day is left until the new year and tomorrow is my birthday. Winter vacation has also started for students. Every time I am alone, I can't stop thinking about my classmate. If I had worked as hard as her and if I had joined a college when I should have, maybe my situation would have been better.

Really, I regret every decision I have made. That's why I don't like my birthday. I feel like I don't deserve it... Anyway, I studied a little today. I need more books and tomorrow, my sister will ask her friend if she can find them. I didn't know it was this hard to find books. Because I found nothing online. Even when I searched the names of books.

I also ate something very tasty tonight. It wasn't home made. Well, that was probably obvious. I have given up on my quest to find ways of earning money because I didn't find anything useful. I have not written or made any music in days. I deserve my failure. I don't work hard enough. See ya;)

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