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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 624

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 624

Yo. It was the last day of 2024 and it was my also my birthday. I went to the temple in morning. I won't say how old I am now but I will give you a hint. At my age, most people start working. Yep, its very ambiguous and I feel bad. Many people wished me but none of my school friends did. All of them were relatives. I feel so stupid for wishing my friends on their birthdays.

Anyway, I didn't get any gifts but I did get money. I can easily a buy a guitar now but my mom won't allow it. I didn't order anything to eat because my mom made everything at home. I gave some money to kids who come to my sister for tuition. They forced me. My aunt's family are really the worst. I won't go into detail about what happened but let's just say, they are bad people.

It was very cold today. Tomorrow is the first day of new year. I can't wait for the next year to end but I will still have achieved nothing. I feel many different emotions right now and most of them are not of happiness. I didn't accomplish anything in this year and I am afraid that next year will be the same. Why is my luck so bad.

Last night, I couldn't sleep well. Also, my neighbor came home drunk and he put up quite a show. Anyway, I wish everyone who is reading this a happy new year!  See ya;) 

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