Memoir of the Loser - Day 705

Yo. It was just another bad day. Like every other day, i went to the university and it didn't go so well this time. I had an argument with my mom. She told me to bring something with me to eat at the university but i didn't want to. Leaving that aside, on the way, I wanted to pee so badly but there were no public toilets nearby.

Only I knew how I held it in. As for studies, it was actually good. For whatever reason, i managed to understand most of the theory and i did extremely well in the practical. That being said, it wasn't all good. I am afraid that I am actually making friends. You know, I am not scared of meeting new people.

I am scared that I will get closer to them and when they will leave me, it will hurt. There is a guy who has become my friend and he reminds me of my best friend who left me... Well, its too depressing to talk, so lets change the topic. Less than 25 percent of total students came. No one is serious about studies.

I have no choice but to study. At the university, I have to pretend to be someone I am not because I know no one will like the real me... It sounds so cringe. My cousin and her children have come here during holidays. It was actually quite hot. Yep, this summer is going to be bad. See ya;)