Memoir of the Loser - Day 711

Yo. It was a long day... I have a lot of things to talk about. I went to the university in morning and I was little late today. There, I met with my classmates and a guy who I thought was my friend. Only 3 tests were going to be held today. I was only going to give english's test because that was the only one I had prepared.

We all got a message to go to a lab and I thought that the test was going to be of another subject. But after around 1 and half hours, when students came out, I found that two subjects exam was taken... Including English. Still, I didn't believe anyone. There was another guy who didn't give the test. It was someone who I thought could be my friend.

I wanted to get a picture with him. I kept asking him. However he refused every time. It made me a little sad and angry because he isn't shy or anything. Then, when we met with our classmates... He got ready for a group picture easily. I also joined for a couple of pics otherwise they wouldn't have left me alone.

Then, another guy asked for a picture with him and he agreed... For whatever reason, i felt bad. I had thought that we could be great friends but I was so wrong. I was going to make the mistake I made several years ago. But I stopped. Since I didn't need to stay there, I left... He didn't try to stop me. They were all going to go visit different places in the city. But be didn't try to persuade me.

I felt so stupid for believing someone again. I should have realized that friendship and love aren't for me. Then, I went to the my grandma's home, stayed there for couple hours and went home with my mom. She didn't want to return but had to. My sister was also pretty sick. Doctor has put her on a strict diet.

Needless to say, it was an extremely bad day. From my English test to that guy... At least, my classes are finally over.