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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 780

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 780

 Yo. Another day passed. It was a good day again. Last night, it was cloudy and rainy again. It didn't rain that much but today was quite a cold day, even though it was sunny. I talked with my friend again. And something weird has happening to me. I keep thinking about that job. I want to quite studying and just go work

That is how much I am fed up with this place. I can't work for one and half month though. Because of exams and practicals. Nowadays, my metabolism has become even faster. I trimmed my facial hair last night and I looked quite weird. I can't even call it beard. My dad had a really beard but I don't. Maybe it will take couple more years.

Tomorrow, I will be fasting... for whole day without any water or food. Last year, it was hellish. And while the weather is good this time, I know it won't be easy. I studied today as well and since I have started preparing for exams... I have used chat gpt so much. It helps a lot. And I don't know what's going on with this family. My uncle has found a guy and he and others are hell bent on my sister married with him. They want to be done with responsibilities.

My sister doesn't say a word either. I hope she runs away from this place before any of this happens. I wish I could tell her that she can just tell them to fuck off like I do.... See ya;)

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