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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281

Memoir of the Loser - Day 1281   Yo. Another day passed. It was not an usual day. I ate a looot of oily food today. I guess it's alright since I didn't eat anything during the day and I observed fast on past two days. I worked on my music like every day. My mom and sister went to the temple early in morning but I went later . Still, I had to wake up around one and half hour earlier than my usual time. Its quite cold in the morning. I understand why people have already started wearing jackets and hoodies. But during the day, it can get very warm. My sister had terrible headache through out the day. It could be because of multiple reasons. She woke up early, couldn't take a nap or maybe because she went to the city yesterday and had to navigate through extreme traffic. But I took a long and great nap during the day. I also took some iq tests at night. I have been very curious about my iq. Even though I don't trust them completely, they can give me a rough estimate. The we...
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Memoir of the Loser - Day 780

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 780

 Yo. Another day passed. It was a good day again. Last night, it was cloudy and rainy again. It didn't rain that much but today was quite a cold day, even though it was sunny. I talked with my friend again. And something weird has happening to me. I keep thinking about that job. I want to quite studying and just go work

That is how much I am fed up with this place. I can't work for one and half month though. Because of exams and practicals. Nowadays, my metabolism has become even faster. I trimmed my facial hair last night and I looked quite weird. I can't even call it beard. My dad had a really beard but I don't. Maybe it will take couple more years.

Tomorrow, I will be fasting... for whole day without any water or food. Last year, it was hellish. And while the weather is good this time, I know it won't be easy. I studied today as well and since I have started preparing for exams... I have used chat gpt so much. It helps a lot. And I don't know what's going on with this family. My uncle has found a guy and he and others are hell bent on my sister married with him. They want to be done with responsibilities.

My sister doesn't say a word either. I hope she runs away from this place before any of this happens. I wish I could tell her that she can just tell them to fuck off like I do.... See ya;)

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