Memoir of the Loser - Day 790

 Yo. Another day passed. Weather was good today. It was cloudy and windy in morning. It rained but only a little. During the day, clouds moved but it was still windy and not hot. However, now it's very quiet and warm. I studied today as well. Only one day is left and there are some concepts that I haven't studied ...

I have my exam on day after tomorrow and if a question comes from that topic... I will be a gone case. I hope I manage to get decent marks because honestly, i don't think I can get good marks in this subject. It's tough. Also, today I did not talk with my friend... Last night, I talked with him and it got a little personal.

I don't like sharing things with anyone. One of the reasons being is that no one understands. And I made a mistake of thinking he was any different. It's not his fault. I am just a lost cause. He couldn't understand what I was saying and meant. I tried my best but he thinks I am like him. As if everyone is same.

He managed to get through the pain, I can't. It's not his fault. It is what it is. Now, I don't know how to face him. I say that it doesn't affect me but it does. It hurts a little. Then again, i can't be helped. Anyway, my mom will go on a trip in a week. She will be gone for a week. I will miss her. I won't admit it though,lol. That's what being a man is...

Anyway, it was my cousin's son's birthday and they are going to cut the cake soon. I will go purely because I want to eat the cake. I hope it's chocolate. Also, my digestion has become even faster and I have lost 2 kilograms... That's why I feel weaker. I listened to that song on repeat like I said. See ya;)