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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1134 Yo. Another hot and sunny day passed. I finally opened my laptop after almost 2 weeks. Coincidentally, its been exactly 7 years since I bought it. Its on its last legs and begging me to retire it but I don't have any other option... I wish I could buy a new laptop but I can't. I wasted my time using my mobile . See, I can't work efficiently if I am not in my room and I can't sit in my room because there is only one ac in our home and that's not in my room. I did try my best to work as much as possible. I tried fixing an old song. But every time I export it, I hear pops and crackles. I don't hear anything during the playback in the daw itself. Anyway, I took a nap during the day. Because last night I couldn't sleep properly once again because of my mom snoring. I got my bike fixed and it feels weird lol. Also I got some weird red spots on my face... It was sun burn I think. They disappeared after a while when I wasn't in th...

Memoir of the Loser - Day 813

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 813

 Yo. Another day passed. It was an okay ish day.  It was very humid in morning. And I had to go and give my exam. It wasn't easy. Unlike past exams, I didn't go to library to meet those guys. I wish I could call them my friends. I went to the college directly. But I went there too early. And it was extremely humid.

I was sweating buckets. There were no fans in the corridor smh. I did not even know the room where my exam was going to take place. Fortunately, after few minutes, I did find the classroom and could sit under a fan. Then, those guys arrived and its weird. Because I remember nothing from that time. I didn't pay attention to any of them. I don't know what he was wearing or said...

But he was acting normally. By he, I mean the guy who I thought was my friend. I cared about him but he didn't reply to 'my' messages since last few days. The reason he gave today didn't make sense either. It made me sad and angry. He didn't reply to a single message. And I realized that I needed a break because it hurt me way too much when it shouldn't have.

I gave my exam and left early. I didn't wait for him and then... didn't pick up his calls. I don't know what's going on anywhere. I will talk to him soon. It was the last exam and I won't see him for at least couple months. Anyway, my exam went well. I made some small silly mistakes. Well that's it for today. Weather did get Better but its still not great. At least, my exams have ended. See ya;)

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