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Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 1123 Yo... Not really a good day. Had high fever and other terrible symptoms in morning. Because effect of medicine has faded. Power came but in early morning and it was hard to fall asleep because I had taken medicine last night that made me sweat buckets. In morning, I had to take another dose. But it took a long time to get better. Almost 2 hours. It was very hard... But fever and other symptoms did go away. My sister had her exam and when she returned, she brought ice cream and noodles... She does care about me because she has gone through the same thing. And I had an argument with my mom as well..sometimes, she makes me hate her so much. Like why can't she be... Normal. She keeps talking about others when no one gives a damn about us. Like for example one of my cousins is gone somewhere and we don't know where and why. My mom keeps talking about him, smh. She gains nothing from doing this. I am sure she is angry now that I am unemployed and sick....

Memoir of the Loser - Day 833

 Memoir of the Loser - Day 833

 Yo. Another day passed. It was cloudy but not at all windy. In fact, it didn't rain at all. Well, at least it was not hot. I also fasted today. It was hard especially because I wanted to eat junk food today after yesterday. I didn't feel that hungry though. And it was such a boring day. I don't know what to do anymore.

I want to write and make music but I don't feel like doing anything. Constant studying has burnt me out. My mom once again tried to emotional blackmail me into take care of my uncle's shop if he goes on a trip. And I am not going to fall for her trap. That bastard doesn't even talk to me but he has the audacity to ask me for help?

I don't care. Anyway, a middle aged woman passed away from my village. It was unexpected to say the least. It all happened so suddenly. I think I am going to spend next few days watching web series' and movies. Its hard for me to focus on anything right now... Anyway that's all for today. Soon, i have to return the books I bought and then go to the university. See ya;)

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